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So hello where are we today

Still fighting, still running in place

Now the outline of this lake

Seems to be pointing me away

Honestly I've never lied more to myself

All over the floor, right through my teeth I've showed you

Just how weak my knees can get so

Don't let go

My spine is slipping like a fault line

If I go I'll bury us all

Don't close my door

Don't leave me out with these mosquitoes

Trying to drink up all my wine

Do you wanna know

What my love is?

Oh, do you wanna hear how my song goes?

Do you wanna know

What my love is?

Don't say no

Don't say no

And now it's up to me

To wait, I need you to reciprocate

My heart is ticking like a box

Sent to me by anonymous

And now I'm scared to open it

I'm always blowing up to bits

I'm always running out of lines

Running out of time

So don't let go

My spine is slipping like a fault line

If I go I'll bury us all

Don't close my door

Don't leave me out with these mosquitoes

Trying to drink up all my wine

Do you wanna know

What my love is?

Oh, do you wanna hear how my song goes?

Do you wanna know

What my love is?

Don't say no

Don't say no

Don't let me go

I'll fall apart

Don't say you won't follow my heart

I've kept this deep inside for far too long (it can't be wrong!)

Only one life to give

I cross my heart and hope to live

With you my darling here forever more

So do you wanna know?

Where my love is?

Oh, do you wanna hear how my song goes?

Do you wanna know?

Where my love is?

Don't say no

Don't say no

Don't say no

Do you wanna know?

What my love is?

Oh, do you wanna hear how my song goes? (Don't say no)

Do you wanna know?

What my love is?

Don't say no

Don't say no

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I've waited a long time for this life
Just to ruin it, so please dont ruin this for me

 Yes to understand this lie, hell I crossed those Ts
I scratched out all these I's myself last night
When I promise not to fight

 

So this is what Im looking like these days
 Im all grown up, so full of hate
But I dont wanna let go of my age
'Cause its the salt that brings the taste

 

So where am I to decide that Im not right

'Cause I might break and I might bend
Your heart string's out of tune again
And I might try to apologize on a good day
On my best day if you stick around

 

Did I stay inside to sterilize this knife?
Am I being to careful? Does this seem right?

 Did I open up the shades to expose the sunny rays
To show what burned there inside?

 

Yeah, take a close look, hold me right up to the light

'Cause I might break and I might bend
Your heart string's out of tune again
And I might try to apologize on a good day
On my best day if you stick around

 

Ive waited for so long, Ive waited for so long
Spread me out, rake me in
This scorched and rocky field will camouflage my skin

And I might break and I might bend
Your heart string's out of tune again
And I might try to apologize on a good day
On my best day if you stick around
On my best day if you stick around

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I give thanks to the waning moon
'Cause I'm working for a total blackout
The sun used to be one of my favorite drugs
Looks like that one's gonna kill us all

Disappear, disappear
I don't need this body
It's so clear, way too clear
I'm not here with my mind

I'm running on a great big tank again
But how long 'til I crash?
And then this bag's gonna burst again
Bring me down to my bad knee

Disappear, disappear
I don't need this body
It's so clear, way too clear
I'm not here with my mind

And they say my soul is still alive 
In the eyes of god
Maybe living is not enough for me

Disappear, disappear
I don't need this body
It's so clear, way too clear
I'm not here with my mind

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I needed more wine,you needed more sleep.
We just fought, two hours and seven minutes.
Honestly, I'm surprised we made it.

I retired to my chair, I grabbed my new guitar.
But I can't make a sound, you could hear poisonous pins dropping all around.
Like rain, but I can ride the storm out.
Because I'm like the junkie for your smart mouth.


See I'm so far off the map the sun is shining,
While it's raining and I'm draped in silver lining.
And I can row, row, row my boat back to shore someday.
So are you coming with me?
Anchors aweigh.


I loosen my lips and the truth slips out.
A free ride on a fork tonge,
This twine of trust is unspun.
I could start to believe that's what you need from me.
So far from what I want for you but I'll lock it down and we'll make do.
You're right, there's only one real option,
And I'm here now so help me keep my voice down.


See I'm so far off the map the sun is shining,
While it's raining and I'm draped in silver lining.
And I can row, row, row my boat back to shore someday.
So are you coming with me?
Anchors aweigh.


Yeah I'm so far off the map the sun is shining,
While it's raining and I'm draped in silver lining.
And I can row, row, row my boat back to shore someday.
So are you coming with me?
Anchors aweigh.

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Waking up zeroed in on medicine
Am I waking up at all today
Seeing lights, feeling pain
There's my cure on ice
I can walk but I will crawl there
I will crawl there
Sitting straight, feeling faint
An exhausted smile screens my words
But I will hear them
Here's a phrase that we all know
But I can't make sense
I don't know words but I will hear them
I still hear them
Never ran away for the sake of scars
Tried not to move but she was armed
And shots were fired
Now a hole in the head of this wounded liar
Never had a drink that I didn't like
Got a taste of you, threw up all night
I got more sick
With every sour second rate kiss
Everything I never would miss again
I don't know who your boyfriend is

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There are things that used to make me smile
One of them was you for just a little while
You left me for dead so far away
I replaced you with fear and shame
You'll be happy on the day I die

There are things that used to make me laugh
But now they're deeply buried in the past
I left them there so far away
Replaced my humor with my pain
I'll be happy on the day it dies

Remember when I said I love you
Well, forget it I take it back
I was just a stupid kid back then
I take back every word that I said

There are things that used to make you cry
One of them was me for just a little while
Why is it that you had to say
Goodbye in your special way
You slashed the tires on my car

Remember when I said I love you
Well, forget it I take it back
I was just a stupid kid back then
I take back every word that I said

Remember when I said I love you
Well, go ahead I take it back
I was just a stupid kid back then
I take back every word that I said

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I know it's dark here, you know that I'm scared too
For some reason right now, of everything but you
Right now you're all that I recognize
You know I came here when I needed your soft voice
I needed to hear something that sounded like an answer
Now I wait here, and sometimes I get one

It's nothing I'll forget when the moon gets tired
You are stuck to me everyday
Believe in what I am because it's all I have today
And tomorrow who knows where we'll be

From here I can hardly see a thing
But I will follow anyone who brings me to you
For now, forever, for on and on and on

You know it starts here, outside waiting in the cold
Kiss me once in the snow, I swear it never gets old
But I will promise you I can make it warmer next year
You know I came here because I needed your soft voice
I needed to hear something that sounded like an answer
Now I stay here, and everyday I get one

It's nothing I'll forget when the moon gets tired
You are stuck to me everyday
Believe in what I am because it's all I have today
And tomorrow who knows where we'll be

From here I can hardly see a thing
But I will follow anyone who brings me to you
For now, forever, for on and on and on

So go plug in your electric blanket
We can stay in 'till our southern summer wedding day
Go plug in your electric blanket
We can stay here

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My point of reference makes me afraid to begin convincing,
But you might as well just change your name.
'Cause I only recognize this shadow,
Kinda blackened superhero with nobody's best interests in mind.

Now there's blood in the water, that heart bleeds from this stone here,
And we turned into our cheap wine.
And I swallowed every drop, yes, I could feel my stomach rot,
And you were so supportive as I drank through the pain.

You recognize this shape, it's the back of your hand.
You placed it on my face here again, and again, yeah.
And I don't wanna be the one who takes this place in vein.

Dove off that east side platform, jack-knifed a bone dry floor.
One broken ankle save my name.
And this eraser burn, I dig in deep at every turn.
It keeps getting darker and the fear stays the same.

You recognize this shape, it's the back of your hand.
You placed it on my face here again, and again, yeah.
And I don't wanna be the one who takes this place,
Don't wanna be the one who takes,
I don't wanna be the one who takes this place in vein.

I don't wanna take, I don't wanna take this place, no.
I don't want to take, I don't wanna take this place, no.
No-oh, no-oh. I don't wanna take this place, no.
No-oh, no-oh. I don't wanna take this place, no.

You recognize this shape, it's the back of your hand.
You placed it on my face here again, and again, yeah.
And I don't wanna be the one who takes this place,
Don't wanna be the one who takes,
I don't wanna be the one who takes this place in vein.

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Today I woke up,
Younger than I've been in years.
Not concerned with what's outside
And peers, I don't have any.
No one is my equal because I'm the king of rain.
Controlling with my moodswings,
Throw a thunderstorm your way, way.
Drowning girls is a game I play.

Today I woke up,
More awake than I have felt in years.
Not concerned with anything, no tears.
Well I'm done with that shit.
No one is your equal because you're the queen of pain.
Controlling with my mood temps,
Staring at my shoes while running away, way.
Drowning myself is a game I play.
Drown myself away,
Drown myself away, away.
Goodbye.
This is getting over you.
This is getting over you.
This is getting over you.
This is getting over you.
This is getting over you (I'm not tired of getting over you).
This is getting over you (I'm not tired of getting over you).
Getting over you (I'm not tired of getting over you).
This is getting over you (I'm not tired of getting over you).
This is getting over you (I'm not tired of getting over you).
Getting over you (I'm not tired of getting over you).
This is getting over you (I'm not tired of getting over you).
This is getting over you. 

indeed my dear!

"Never had a drink that I didn't like
Got a taste of you, threw up all night
I got more sick
With every sour second rate kiss
Everything I never would miss again
I don't know who your girlfriend is"

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t's not so much a storm,
but just a cloud that lives inside of me
he doesn't stir so easily these days,
but when he wakes he goes the distance
in a marathon of days too long
open containers that sing songs,
"you'll never dream again,
but you can pray"

i guess we only settle in to what we know
i guess we always settle in, and we know.
but there is comfort in a world
where darkness is the only thing we see
and cold is all we have to breathe
where affectations keep us company,
where the lies we tell to the eyes that roll in doubt 
are somehow out of our control. 

it's not about the scars, but more the crowds that walk all over me
they don't give up too easily these days,
but when they break they go to pieces.
fall apart right here in north side bars
under a sky that knows no stars
you'll never shine again,
but you will stay.

i guess we only settle in to what we know
i guess we always settle in, and we know.
but there is comfort in a world
where darkness is the only thing we see
and cold is all we have to breathe
where affectations keep us company,
where the lies we tell to the eyes that roll in doubt 
are somehow out of our control. 
we lost control.

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so where'd you go?
how was your vacation home?
well obviously you were busy,
too busy for me.
so this is how you leave me?
i'm broken hearted on the floor.
my tears seep through the crack under my door.
where i am locked in, shut down.
i'm so tired of picking myself up off the ground.

so happy valentine's day.
i hope the sun's out in new york.
i hope he bought you roses.
i hope he bought you roses.
so happy valentine's day.
i hope the sun's out in new york.
i hope he bought you roses.
i hope "she" bought you roses.

ne için nereye ya da neye dayanmak? dayanacak kimse bulamadan pat diye kayıp düşmek. sana dayanan her şeye ve herkese sktiri çekmek. dayanmaya çalışmaya artık dayanamamak. dayamayacak kadar acı çekmek. 

sensiz hepsi bu.

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Take a look you see I painted you a picture,
It's black and white except the blood's a little richer
Down in the corner I gave it my signature
And then I titled it "This one's for the Winter"

Check it out, you see it's just a big disaster
I dedicate it to the fact that it's so hard for you to dream,
A million heartbeats around you make it hard to sleep
Doesn't help you're freezing in your bed your blankets aren't enough
All you want is some one there, all you say is so

Love, Love, Kiss, Kiss, blah blah blah.
You're making me sick, I wish you'd just stop showing off
For the rest of us that no one wants to love
It's hard enough trying to drink another Winter all alone
Love, Love, Kiss, Kiss, blah blah blah.

Well do you find you like to fall in love with people that you're never gonna meet?
It's easier than breaking up and crying in the street
Do you curse the happy couple? Do you cringe at wedding bells?
Do you drink up all the punch while you wish 'em all to hell

Love, Love, Kiss, Kiss, blah blah blah.
You're making me sick, I wish you'd just stop showing off
For the rest of us that no one wants to love
It's hard enough trying to drink another Winter all alone
Love, Love, Kiss, Kiss, blah blah blah.

You can't escape this fatal case of melancholia
It's in your face, in every place you go it's stalking you
And there are days when we all say we feel we just can't go on
But you've felt this way all along

Love, Love, Kiss, Kiss, blah blah blah.
You're making me sick, I wish you'd just stop showing off
For the rest of us that no one wants to love
It's hard enough trying to drink another Winter all alone
Love, Love, Kiss, Kiss, blah blah blah.

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çook eski bir acıya...

Here it is again
Yet it stings like the first time
Seems it never ends
Double nickels on your dime
I thought we were friends
I guess it just depends who you ask
These feelings tend to leave me
With a hole in my chest

Now the time has come
I just wish I could erase
All the damage done to your name
And your keepsakes
It's only just begun, it's been fun
We were blind, deaf, and dumb
There's a party in my closet
Calling all skeletons

Where did you go
Once lights went black?
Look what's become of me
I've come to love your disappearing acts
Do one more pretty please

Now the time has come
I just wish I could erase
All the damage done, all this pain
All this heartache
It's only just begun, it's been fun
We were fucked up and numb
There's a killer on the corner
And he's looking for love

Where did you go
Once lights went black?
Look what's become of me
I've come to love your disappearing acts
Do one more pretty please

And to tell you the truth
I lost my faith in you
(You gotta stop sneaking up on me)
And these unspoken lies appear at the worst times
(You gotta stop sneaking up on me)
They're hiding just behind your eyes

Where did you go
Once lights went black?
Look what's become of me
I've come to love your disappearing acts
Do one more pretty please

Where did you go
Once lights went black?
And you came like a heart attack
I've come to love your disappearing acts
You gotta stop sneaking up on me
You gotta stop sneaking up on me

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I've got a dying urge to feel the way you do
Too close for comfort, bed and breakfast in a spoon
The shortest breath of your young life
A long walk home on Friday night
You made one last stop at the store

So close to perfect, swear to hell, thought it was you
This bouncing baby boy's now turning baby blue
I've got your pictures on my walls
I've got a long list of calls I must make to your existing family

You had nine lives and one by one you chewed 'em up
Your final coffin nail's been driven far too much
This won't take long, you said, I'm not going far
Go wait in the car
Go wait in the car

I often wonder what it feels like to be you
A mess like this stuck on your hands with crazy glue
Ran out of time, no kiss goodbye
Wish I could learn to let this sleeping dog die without lying to myself

You had nine lives and one by one you chewed 'em up
Your final coffin nail's been driven far too much
This won't take long, you said, I'm not going far
Go wait in the car
Go wait in the car

You had nine lives and one by one you chewed 'em up
Your final coffin nail's been driven far too much
This won't take long, you said, I'm not going far
Go wait in the car
Go wait in the car

bitmiyo işte bitmiyo!!

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My point of reference makes me afraid to begin convincing,

But you might as well just change your name.

'Cause I only recognize this shadow,

Kinda blackened superhero with nobody's best interests in mind.

Now there's blood in the water, that heart bleeds from this stone here,

And we turned into our cheap wine.

And I swallowed every drop, yes,

I could feel my stomach rot,

And you were so supportive as I drank through the pain.

You recognize this shape, it's the back of your hand.

You placed it on my face here again, and again, yeah.

And I don't wanna be the one who takes this place in vein.

Dove off that east side platform, jack-knifed a bone dry floor.

One broken ankle save my name.

And this eraser burn, I dig in deep at every turn.

It keeps getting darker and the fear stays the same.

You recognize this shape, it's the back of your hand.

You placed it on my face here again, and again, yeah.

And I don't wanna be the one who takes this place,

Don't wanna be the one who takes,

I don't wanna be the one who takes this place in vein

I don't wanna take, I don't wanna take this place, no.

I don't want to take, I don't wanna take this place, no.

I don't wanna take this place, no.

I don't wanna take this place, no.

You recognize this shape, it's the back of your hand.

You placed it on my face here again, and again, yeah.

And I don't wanna be the one who takes this place,

Don't wanna be the one who takes,I don't wanna be the one who takes this place in vein.

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I gave up on you a long time ago

How can you blame me?

We made plans to meet and you never showed

You kept me waiting

They said everything would work out just fine

They said you'd help me

But as it turns out it was all a lie

And they're off someplace far away laughing at me

You've been there for me one time in my life

But it didn't matter

You came and went so fast all my hope

And faith in you shattered

And now here I sit alone in this room

No one to confide in

You watched all my dreams come apart at the seams

You laughed, you left, you waited in hiding

Bless me dark father I have sinned

I've done it before and I'll do it again

Cause it keeps me warm, and makes you smile

Been beneath me all the while

Hell Yes

You gave up on me along time ago

I can't say I blame you

I rejected the faith and your holy race

Is what it comes down to

They said everything would work out just fine

I just went crazy

But I'm better now having a good time

Being selfish, and drunken, and vulgar, and lazy

Bless me dark father I have sinned

I've done it before and I'll do it again

Cause it keeps me warm, and makes you smile

Been beneath me all the while

Bless me dark father I can't win

Without you I'm as good as dead

Cause you keep me warm, and make me smile

You've been on my shoulder all the while

Whispering sweet nothings

Whispering sweet nothings

Whispering sweet nothings

You've been whispering sweet nothings

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it's everything that i can do right now

to not think about you moving further off

with every passing second

and every night of this lonely wintertime(!)

i feel you missing from my heart,

a part was kidnapped from my soul

well i can hardly wait...

until i get the sun and your lips both pressing on my skin

well i can hardly wait...

until i feel that thrill my heart that starts inside your eyes

and a song in my head that burns so good on my tongue

yes i will

the night is aging as the sun warms your face

won't you turn around and stay for good,

the air is getting much too cold

i am nervous and anxious.

it really counts this time

and you know all my favorite singers

have stolen all of my best lines

well i can hardly wait...

until i get the sun and your lips both pressing on my skin

well i can hardly wait...

until i feel that thrill my heart that starts inside your eyes

and a song in my head that burns so good on my tongue

yes i will

someday i'll burn this bed, only two feet wide

but where i'll hide...for the next seventeen days...

i will ask myself,"how badly do i want this?"

i really want this

i really want this

yes i do

well i can hardly wait...
until i get the sun and your lips both pressing on my skin
well i can hardly wait...
until i feel that thrill my heart that starts inside your eyes
and a song in my head that burns so good on my tongue
yes i will

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i put it all on black

no color you're all dressed in

and a stab in the back

left you bleeding on the floor

and i'm mourning the death

the recent passing of your insides

i smile in regret

every time i think of how i spoke to you

i put it all in back

of my mind where i hold you

i'm just trying to keep track

how far back it really goes

and i'm living in lack

of the blood sent from the heavens

i'm just trying to relax

as a killer's waiting right outside my door

what's black and white what's

read all over?

this tired book this

organ donor

sweet blasphemy my giving tree

it hasn't rained in years

i bring to you this sacrificial offering of virgin ears

leave it to me i remain free from all the comforts of home

and where that is i'm pleased as piss to say

i'll never really know

i put 'em all in black

the four walls of my bedroom

and i trimmed 'em in red

peeled your picture off the wall

and i'm living in lack

of the blood sent from your heart

beatthat arrived in your neck

every time i salivated over you

what's upside down what's coated in silver?

this crucifix is

my four leaf clover

sweet blasphemy my giving tree

it hasn't rained in years

i bring to you this sacrificial offering of virgin ears

leave it to me i'll remain free from all the comforts of home

and where that is i'm pleased as piss to say

i'll never really know

one of these days

it's gonna catch up to you

throwing looks like those around

and one of these nights

i promise to you

i'll soon be sleeping sound

as soon as i leave town

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There's a lightning storm, each and every night,

Crashing inside you, like motorbikes.

We toss and turn, sleep so loud,

Grind the teeth in our, our empty mouths,

Our empty...

There's a forest fire, burning bright,

Spreading quickly towards, our last rights.

Nowhere to run, pointless to hide.

Just lay there and scream, pretending to try,

Pretending...

Intending to burn,

Pretending to fight it, everyone learns,

Faster on fire, things took a turn,

Lost all desire, you live and you burn,

You live and you burn...

This impending doom, is left deep inside,

And it's haunting you, each and every night.

Like starving wolves, counting sheep,

We close our eyes, pretending to sleep,

Descending...

Intending to burn,

Pretending to fight it, everyone learns,

Faster on fire, things took a turn,

Lost all desire, you live and you burn,

You live and ...

Like hell, we are anxiously waiting.

Like hell, burning silently strong.

Somehow we fell down by the wayside,

And somehow this hell is home...

As we burn,

Pretending to fight it, everyone learns,

Faster on fire, things took a turn,

Lost all desire, you live and you burn,

You live and ...

Like hell, we are anxiously waiting.

Like hell, burning silently strong.

Somehow we fell down by the wayside,

And somehow this hell is home...

Right now, this hell is my home...